i'm a QUEK

nice song(:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuFE7mgpY5Q


haha just ignore the last part where the guy goes off. it's on purpose!

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down

I'm through accepting limits
'cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down

this sucks

although it's already past midnight i don't care!
BLESSED BIRTHDAY JOLINE DEAR!(:
thanks for all your silliness, laughter and the many years we've been friends!<3 glad that you loved your surprise just now! loveyoulotssss!




thank God that the tiringdrainingenergysuckinglousyNEVERENDING projects are actually ending soon!(: really didn't think we could do it but we did!(: also thank God for placing the 6 lovely girls in my life! they really made my assignment life much more enjoyable and bearable. lovelove<3


this whole episode of projects, lack of sleep, feeling grumpy and exhausted has really taught me to really put my trust in the Lord because He really will see you through. like what my dad said on sunday; God will always be faithful to us. even when we are unfaithful to Him, He will still be faithful to us. and this is indeed a very encouraging and comforting thought, to know that there's a marvelous friend who alwaysalways be there for us. all we need to do is turn to Him and lean on His everlasting arms(:

continue to pray for the trial and that whatever the results are, we will trust in the Lord because He knows what's best for us!:D

i know i should at least maybe be a little happy for but i just feel quite disgusted and have the ugghhh feeling. haha oh well. that's the way i feel.
in lecture now! getting the exam tips and we don't have the textbook yet. good job right.

just thinking about the exams is already stressing me out. please help me, Lord:(

haha my lecturer just said be careful to those who ride motorbikes or whose boyfriends ride motorbikes. random but scary. apparently some year 3 student is in the hospital now.. has like a bloodclot in her brain, her arm/leg is broken into 3 parts or something, but at least she's out of the ICU:/ scaryyy.

AND I READ THIS: www.myfatpocket.com/roaringqueen (the title of the post is Junko Futura)
how can people be so sadistic i'll never ever ever know. it's sad and frightening.
the world is such a sick sick place. but that means the Lord is REALLY coming soon!(: can't waaaiittttt.


okay back to lecture.

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realized
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And darkness still inside you
Make you feel so small

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow.

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy,
Can't remember when I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors,
True colors, are beautiful,
Like a rainbow





assignments. work. assignments.
stress. exhaustion. stress.
late nights. lethargy. late nights.
when will it all end? :(

it's been so long since i've posted something. haven't really had the time to do much but assignments and projects. now i finally have a longer rest time! thank God for seeing me through this tiring and extremely busy week. about 2 to 3 more weeks to go! then after that it's cny which is only a short tiny mini micro macro break for us.. then it's exam time:(
really need to pray without ceasing.

i should learn to count my blessings and be joyful even in trials and testings.


time to sleep, goodnight!

pray that i'll have the excitement about school again, like when school just began!



family and friends are the most important people in my life.
always have been and always will be.

had a reallyreallyreally good and productive time at dora's house today!:D haha
WOKE UP AT 730AM TO GO ALL THE WAY TO HOUGANG BY 10AM! and i was early!(:
jo was so sloww haha.
had a very crazy and fun time with J D and C too!(:
seeee who says projects and assignments can't be fun!<3
heh actually i did, but i don't think so no more!

anyway thank God that the big projects are more or less over.
just need to move on to the elearning now.
hope the lecturers post the stuff up SOON!!!!:(

childish. immature.

it's funny how the ones you trusted the most turn out to be the ones who cannot be trusted.
and vice versa.


without you you you you you and you, school would be nothing(:


am i a good friend? many times the huge amount of effort put in isn't seen by others and that's okay. but it just sucks to realize that they think that you did nothing and worse still, don't bother, or that you're doing the total opposite.
despite what our actions may be, just make sure that they are from good intentions.

assignments assignments assignments.

i really don't like it at all:( not one bit.
Lord please help me :( :(
i really feel like i'm dying alreadyyy.

i have the sexy voice! the sexy-hoarse-weird-gross-sorethroaty-almostgone voice! haha i think i sound sooo funny. and only my family and my school friends have had the pleasure of hearing my voice and laughing at meeeee! haha nothing to be proud of, really.
quite cool actually cause i've never lost my voice before!:p there's really a first time for everything!

pray that i'll be able to balance assignments and all of the plannings!:/

it gets lonely sometimes.
i just don't like to admit it.
:(

assignments have to be my best friends now.
sadly.

i can't be bothered with useless, egotistical, braindead, attentionseeking, arrogant, idiotic jerks.
seriously. good riddance to bad rubbish and yes i mean it when i say it.
people have been telling me and i didn't want to believe them because i kept on deciding to give you the benefit of the doubt, over and over again. chance after chance.
but i guess i was wrong. and not to mention stupid.
can't say it didn't hurt though.
oh well, at least now i know.

i miss my jie so much:(
and so do YOU i know it!:D heehee!

my school clique is really <3 (:



oh and
BLESSED BIRTHDAY to CHRISTIE, WILLY and TAMMY!:D

great to have gotten to know you christie(:
thanks for sharing so much during group discussions and such willy!(:
and I MISS YOU TAMMYYYY!!:( come back soon please! (not like you can read this, but :D)

got something to post!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUx4t4W4eVY
watch this!!

despite that paper not being good.. at all.
the test was good(: thankyou Lord!:D

I GOT FULL MARKS!!! wheeheeee~
first time in poly history for me mannnnn:D:D hehe.

and tmr's the last day of school befoer the 2 week break((:
and and church camp is cominggg!!
hohoho.
although i hope no one falls sick...=/
zhongyan don't fall sick! praypraypray.
and drink lots of water. and take panadol. and rest well!
kay!(:
hope no one else falls sick!!! pleeeeaaase.

FM tmr:(sian.
and hope there's captain's ball!!





oh. and i need to lose weight.

YAY! THE BIG TABOO! YAY! :D
heehee this is one of the reasons why i looove my parents!(:




i miss the flowers and cactus:(:(
haha and here's some random ugly weird doodling.. heh






then.... :D wheeee~






was talking to elaine and.... aiya.. this sucks.

elearning week's been kinda okay.. (:
given me a chance to rest (SLEEEEP) more:D
and i must say that the lecturers have been quite nice cos they have given us quite a long time to do our elearning(:
not bad not bad..heh.


and our dearest huiwen has given herself a new name!!
ANABELLE vera mary tracey tricia yi wen hui ling wang hui wen!
i think that we should give ourselves gal91 names!=p
but i don't know what...=/
PLEASE HELP THINK! hahaha

i really ask the Lord why this has to happen to me.
why these things have to happen to me.
cos i honestly don't get it:(
it's like torture.
literally.

tonight i even felt like i was going to go crazy soon.
like some insane person who will shout and yell at people for no reason..
or even get violent.
you know that kind..
scares me to death.
it was HORRIBLE.


captain's ball today was quite alright.
i stink at throwing far balls. :(
not good enough to play against the yaf.
they are a bunch of scary people when it comes to playing captain's ball with them.











and you really disappoint me.
are you really THAT uncaring?

 

philippians 4: 6,7(: